I’m always lonely and alone. I feel like no one can make me laugh or smile anymore. When people talk to me I eventually lost interest in them. I just want to live alone and talk to no one forever. I want to live forever alone. I guess this is the effect of missing someone and not being able to see them. Other people doesn’t make you happy that you are starting to lost interest in everyone around you.
I hope someday, I can finally smile and laugh genuinely.